The Rose Room

Hello there....

2007-02-07T16:24:39Z

Well wassup world ,i was thinkin the other day about my punk life and i wondered if it's goin anywhere of course this was before a fight brokeout at my between an employee and some customers and then thats when it hit me how much we as individuals love chaos or in milder terms drama.So i was sittin back watching this as fists were being thrown and the whole ordeal and i thought to my self " what an interesting piece of work we are " ( interesting not meaning in a good way ,but sadly interesting the kind u use when applied to serial killers and rapists). Well thats all the sadistic thinking u'll get outta me today , catch me later when im sane( lol like never). and another one bites the dust ha ha 0_^

A tribute to buddies

2006-07-21T21:28:20Z

You kno life is alot easier with good friends .. so i decided to write this and its kinda how i feel about them ( you guys kno who u are)

Unseen Angel

Your an unseen angel , wings and all
Catching me every time i fall

Helpin me in every decision i make
Pullin me through every vile mistake

Unseen angel , keeping me comfortable at night
Dear sweethearted angel hold me tight

Your an Unseen angel...

Wonder

2006-05-26T18:39:29Z

We sit back and wonder with amazement about the world around us or at least we should. We wonder about where love will take or if it will ever take us anywhere. We wonder alot at leats i kno i do. Life wonder and wonder is life i guess u could say thats the fundamental balance in life . But what happens when wonder is not expressed in life , are we still human when we dont wonder or does this make us drones and dummies who have no purpose of living. I guess the main question is what happens when wonder is replaced by just the will to live and suffice. As a kid i would wonder about everything that has to do with life it was and still is my passion to wonder. Life is my perspective is a big question and it cannot be fulfilled without wonder.

Fustration

2006-05-22T16:39:15Z

Why hello , if anyone asks im not perfectly sane , lol of course who the fuck is anyways. U ever feel like your never good enough or you wonder if you'll ever make it to what u want to do. I dont know wtf anyways who cares . Im gonna just enjoy ;life with my friends , toodles

Dreaming and spring break

2006-04-21T17:18:40Z

wow hey readers been awhile since i've written in this journal , i partially stopped because i've been so busy ,not to mention troubled. But now i just feel like written ya kno , anywayz back to my topic , which is dreams , welll last night i went to sleep and for the first time in about a year i had a dream yes i kno it's sad but eh what the heck , anywayz it was a surprise for me , but anyway on the topic of spring break , i gotta say IT'S GREAT!!!! ya kno i got think about where my life is headed and i started to think about who i'll spend and whole bunch of stuff no normal teenager thinks about on spring break , but as u kno im not normal lol , but anywayz i was thinkin about who's i'll most likely still be close with years from when i graduated , and i came to a decision . I decided to try to stay in contact with everbody im close to now , Tinisha , Keven , Izzy , Mike , Wolske , Kendra , eli, Amanda , rebekka, and a couple other ppl whos names dont come up at the moment. If any of yall ever read this i want yall to kno that ya got my thanks for being the coolest friends ever , and i want yall to kno that ya close to my heart . Well thats all my heart has to say today , ttyl

Beginning of the end

2005-12-22T07:05:21Z

Alright well the new year approaches , and i vow to become welll uhh .... what am i becoming? oh oh yeah thats right almost lost my train of thought lol i will simply vow to stay me. Ahh thats it yes , i will vow to stay myself( a rather hard task in a world of people who want your head on a silver platter , ya know) But i also vow for this new year to write my heart and only my heart , i vow to listen to my best friends , and form the alliance that will help me for the rest of my life , that is the alliance with myself , i will nolonger put others before my own heart and i will vow to speak only the truthful, loving , and poetic language of that heart.

bitter/ Sweet

2005-12-17T22:56:26Z

well i'd like to start this with a hello ppl , and a whoop whoop , i dont why i feel good cuz i do , but anywayz , i put christmas lights up in my room last night at like 12:30 pm , while talkin to my best friend rob(pretty awesome dude) but anywayz yesterday was like the shittiest / best day i ever had , how did this occur u might ask , reallly i dont even know lol but it was just one of those bittersweet days lol

Cloudy

2005-12-16T01:06:24Z

alright well recently i broke up with somebody who i really liked , it was weird though because of the simple fact that , i dont have the slightest of clues what we broke up over. I mean i didnt break up she did , and it kinda disturbs me of wtf went on cuz literally i have no frickin clue , right now everythings cloudy i swear i try to make since f what this person is sayin ,butit just doesnt seem to make since , but anywayz while this nice ol' nimbus cloud floats over my head i try to be understanding and at least act like i understand what went on.

Sucks

2005-12-13T23:21:32Z

Yes i lie to u not life sucks and just when u think u got it in the bag , BOOM!!! u get hit with a curveball so fast that it rips a hole in your physche. ARGHHHH!!!!!! when will it end , oh well i guess its all for a bigger purpose.

Love

2005-12-12T23:20:21Z

Love is the passage way to life to come. It is the things that puts everything on earth into perspective.To me love decides your future and whether you shall have a memory of the past. I believe love can only be in hearts when the feeling is mutual and a common dream has been planted in both ppl's souls. I believe love can be a blessing , but handled carelessly it will become a curse and a scar to be formed. Love runs throughout all of our veins and even in the coldest of hearts , all that has to be done to establish this feelin is a unique dream and a common feelin of connection that all us feel from time to time. Well thats all for now ttyl
- BlackRose84